第473章 番外8 每天喜欢多一点

傅烟雨从医院离开，没有立即回公寓。

在路上胡乱晃悠了半天，随手拦了辆计程车。

The taxi driver asked, "Miss, where are you going?"

Fu Yanyu, who is already 29 years old, married, and six months pregnant, paused when she heard the taxi driver call her "miss."

At that moment, Fu Yanyu suddenly had an urge to correct him.

However, in the end, Fu Yanyu said nothing and randomly gave an address to the driver, asking him to drive.

She didn't know where she wanted to go, anyway, she just wanted to go somewhere without the need to be under the sun.

After more than twenty minutes, the car stopped near the commercial street. The young driver turned to Fu Yanyu and asked, "Miss, can you get off here? It's too congested ahead, and it will be difficult to turn around later."

Fu Yanyu nodded and took out cash from her bag to pay for the fare.

Getting off the car, Fu Yanyu stood on the sidewalk, looking confused.

She didn't know why she had come here either.

However, after pondering for a moment, Fu Yanyu still began to stride towards the commercial street.

This commercial street is just like the A era square, considered the most prosperous central area of this city. It has everything, from clothes to shoes to bags, jewelry, food, drinks, entertainment, and sightseeing.

Fu Yanyu walked into the shopping mall and aimlessly strolled around the first floor. Lacking interest, he passed by the counters selling jewelry and cosmetics. He took the escalator to the second floor.

The second floor sells clothes, shoes, and bags. The further you go southeast, the more expensive the products become.

When passing by a maternity and baby store, Fu Yanyu really wanted to go in, but in the end, she resisted.

Unable to find what she wanted to buy and with no reason to continue browsing, Fu Yanyu had a bowl of noodles on the third floor of the shopping mall and then left the commercial street, taking a taxi back to her apartment.

傅烟雨不想去奶茶店，也不想给孟怡婷打电话，换了身舒适的睡衣躺下，右手不自觉的覆在了自己平坦的小腹上。

她在外面晃荡了一个上午，确实累了，刚躺下没多久就睡着了。

In the dream, Ji Lin'an came back and she happily told him that they were going to have a baby.

Then, what was Ji Lin'an's reaction...

In the dream, Fu Yanyu couldn't see clearly. It seemed like she saw Ji Lin'an smiling happily, filled with anticipation for the arrival of their child, but she also seemed to see Ji Lin'an suddenly furrowing his eyebrows.

But why did he frown? Doesn't he also want children?

Fu Yanyu couldn't figure it out. She just felt her eyes were sore, and something was flowing out.

In a daze, she faintly felt someone embracing her, their voice gentle and soft as they whispered in her ear, "Yanyu, don't cry, I'm back..."

Fu Yanyu abruptly woke up from her dream, opening her eyes.

The first thing that caught the eye was not any familiar scene inside the room, but a dusty face.

Fu Yanyu stared at him for a while, then suddenly lifted her hand and touched his face.

Ice-cold and without any warmth, so what she sees must be an illusion, right?

Or maybe she is still in a dream?

With a confused mind, Fu Yanyu pulled back her hand and said blankly, "It looks so real."

Ji Lin'an paused and asked, "What does he look like?"

Fu Yanyu replied, "Like my husband."

Ji Lin'an: "......"

Fu Yanyu: "He's on a business trip and won't be back until tomorrow." Translated:

Ji Lin'an said, "So what?"

Fu Yanyu said, "I have to wait for him to come back, you go."

Ji Lin'an: "......"

Realizing that Fu Yanyu had not fully regained consciousness, Ji Lin'an sighed and didn't say anything else. He held her in his arms and kissed her forehead, saying, "Wherever you are, that's where I'll go."

Fu Yanyu stared blankly for a while, gradually regained consciousness, and looked back at Ji Lin'an. He blinked hard, grabbed his sleeve tightly, and said, "You, you're back?"

"Hmm, I'm back," Ji Lin'an said.

Fu Yanyu stared at him with wide eyes but didn't say anything.

Or perhaps, there were many things she wanted to say to him, but she didn't know where to start.

Fu Yanyu is undecided, but Ji Lin'an has something to say.

Ji Lin'an held Fu Yanyu's little face, looking serious and focused as he gazed at her, "You asked me before what I wanted... There are some things I haven't had a chance to say, but I will tell you now."

Fu Yanyu followed his words and asked, "What do you want?"

In Ji Lin'an's beautiful eyes, Fu Yanyu's face was reflected. He said each word distinctly and solemnly, "I want you to be safe, happy, carefree. I want to be able to accompany you in a marriage until we grow old. I want to be together with you until our children and grandchildren surround us while we have white hair. I want... us to love each other a little more every day."

It is not the most difficult to stick to a marriage until the end of life; the difficulty lies in liking each other, being steadfast even when the world changes, and standing rock-solid within this marriage.

In a marriage that lacks emotional connection from the start, where both individuals do not like each other and have no desire or expectation from each other, it is highly likely to fall apart halfway, especially without children and any attachments.

This kind of marriage is what Ji Lin'an wanted at the beginning, but not what he wants now. Before, he just wanted a short-term marriage to appease the elders' hearts, whether it was long or not didn't matter.

But now, or even earlier than now, his thoughts have unknowingly changed.

He has become unsatisfied with the stability that was previously used to appease the elders in this marriage and now desires to integrate the love that should have existed in this dull and colorless marriage.

以前不喜欢没关系，现在不喜欢也没关系，只要将来的每一天，他们能够每天都喜欢彼此比前一天多哪怕一点点。

人的一生能有多长，错过了，说不定就再也没有了。纪临安活了二十多年，从来都处于被动的位置，可以尝试争取，却不会努力争取。

He is not young anymore, and he should try to fight for what he wants. He should try to pursue a relationship and then make efforts to maintain it. He should experience firsthand what it feels like and what kind of future it may bring, instead of just considering it and then giving up without trying.

Ji Linan doesn't want to experience the feeling of valuing someone and then losing them anymore.

The bedroom was quiet, and for a moment, the two could only hear each other's breaths, so close to each other. Translated: "

Fu Yanyu was stunned for a while, her lips quivered, "Why?"

Why is having a marriage not enough? Why do I still want to develop feelings with someone like her?

She is not foolish, she clearly understands that liking and depending on someone are different things.

Until now, she herself couldn't distinguish whether her reluctance to let go of Ji Lin'an was due to dependence or because she likes him. She doesn't know if she likes him or not, whether she can like him...

Now this person suddenly said to her, "I hope we can love each other a little more every day..."

Ji Lin'an smiled and gently touched Fu Yanyu's hair, "Because you are even better than I imagined."

Being infected by Ji Lin'an's smile, Fu YanYu laughed foolishly and inadvertently laughed until her eyes became red. Feeling somewhat embarrassed, she said, "What's so good about me, I..."

"There are many good things about you." Ji Linan gently interrupted her words, his voice still gentle and steady. "You have the temper of a young lady, but you never throw tantrums. You love to do things that make people laugh and cry, but you know how to keep it within limits. You understand life and are also very kind."

The big sister who sells vegetables at the market will haggle for more than ten minutes over a five-cent discount, but she will immediately turn around and give the freshly earned five cents, along with all the change in her pocket, to the beggar child squatting by the roadside. Please note that the translation above contains the @ matches.

You will not look down on a person because of their background, nor will you despise a job because it is humble. You live harder than anyone else, and live braver than anyone else...

You live harder than anyone else, you live braver than anyone else.

This sentence strikes deep into Fu Yanyu's heart.

There are some things that Fu Yanyu has never told anyone.

If it wasn't for her grandmother secretly telling her before she passed away, she might never have known.

Her mother has a constitution that tends to be cold and is not easily able to conceive. It was extremely difficult for her to become pregnant, but she managed to conceive. However, after she was born, she suffered from various illnesses and her parents had to take her to the hospital every few days.

Later, her grandmother found a witch to help her fortune-telling. The witch said she had a weak affinity for family and would not live past twelve years old under the excessive love and care from her parents and elders.

大概爱儿女都是父母的天性吧，自那以后父母就开始疏远了她。断奶后，她的生活起居由保姆照顾，去学校由司机接送，家长会上十次有八次没人过来，她都不知道自己是怎么心身健康的长大的。

Many times, Fu Yanyu recalls his childhood and feels that he didn't turn out too crooked. Apart from being lucky, his sister's influence is the biggest factor. Because his sister didn't believe in superstitions, she stubbornly didn't listen to other people's advice and took him everywhere, guiding him towards the right path.

It was precisely for this reason that she once felt in love with her own cousin.

At the beginning, she resented her parents.

But alongside the resentment, she also yearned for their attention.

So she, like many other children, began to cause trouble and try to attract her parents' attention.

Unfortunately, not once did they pay attention to her.

Even when the school called the parents, either their assistants or grandparents would come.

They never came once.

Later on, as she grew older, she became more sensible. Her older sister would secretly guide and enlighten her, and she slowly stopped hating and gradually lost interest in being with her parents. Translation:

After her twelfth birthday, her parents actually came to her and wanted to mend their relationship with her. But she refused and even had a big argument with them, saying many hurtful things.

Her parents are probably disappointed in her, or perhaps time has eroded their affection. Since then, they have been providing for her education, accommodation, and a nanny to take care of her, but they have never really paid attention to her anymore.

At the beginning, she did feel a bit regretful because she gave up the readily available affection. However, later on, when she found out that her mother was pregnant with a younger brother, she didn't have any thoughts or concerns about her parents anymore.

Because she knows that with the arrival of her younger brother, she is no longer the only daughter, and her parents will not put in as much effort for her. Rather than being disappointed in the end, she simply chooses not to hope for herself.

She no longer wants to stay with her parents, nor does she want to witness the happy moments of them as a family of three.

For the sake of her sister, she is willing to go anywhere, and for the sake of her livelihood, she is willing to do any job.

When her parents give her money, she accepts it without asking for it. She works and spends on her own.



She didn't have many thoughts, she just wanted to prove to them that she could live well on her own.

This kind of life continued until she was 25 years old, without any major events happening in her life, not even a serious romantic relationship. Privately, people in her social circle would mock her for being a leftover after a meal. Her mother then started to worry about her marriage and arranged blind dates for her one after another.

The more desperate her mother became, the more she wanted to go against her.

不仅把相亲弄得一塌糊涂，把自己的名声也弄得一塌糊涂。

她在她需要她的时候没来，现在她能独立生活了，也不需要她再来多管闲事。想让她相亲她就相亲，可她一个都不会嫁！

Before the first blind date, she secretly made a vow to cause trouble.

Until she met Ji Lin'an.

Almost everyone around her, including her sister and Xu Anning, has said to her: Fu Yanyu, you can go wild as much as you want, someone will eventually stand up for justice and deal with you.

They are all right, finally someone came to "settle" her.

A man who is so good-tempered that she can't bear to get angry with him.

For Fu Yan Yu, he is a complete and thorough nemesis.

“你哭什么。”纪临安从床头柜上抽了两张纸巾过来，动作极其轻柔的替傅烟雨擦拭脸上的眼泪，又是无奈又是心疼的说：“我离开你这么多天，所以你存心让我心疼是吗？”

Fu Yan Yu snatched the tissue from Ji Lin An's hand and wiped the snot forcefully. He hummed, "As long as you know... I don't care. Wherever you go in the future, you have to take me with you."

Ji Lin'an smirked, "You even want to curse while using the bathroom?"

傅烟雨把擦过鼻涕的纸巾团成一团，砸进垃圾篓里，“跟着！”

After a two-second pause, she added, "I'll even help you out!"

Ji Lin'an: "......"

Seeing Ji Lin'an struggling to speak, Fu Yanyu felt much better. She leaned over, opened a drawer, and took out a test report. She confidently threw it into Ji Lin'an's arms.

傅烟雨昂起高贵的头颅，高贵冷艳的哼了一声，“好好看清楚了啊。从今天开始，我就是女王了，你要是让我不痛快，我就告诉爷爷，让他给你不痛快。以后宝宝出世了，我还要让他看到你就不痛快。”

In the past, she used to enjoy the goodness of Ji Lin'an, so she never had much confidence in front of him. But it's different now. She carries a "large sum of money" and can finally afford this goodness without hesitation.

Ji Lin'an looked away from the test report and looked at Fu Yanyu's pretentiously aloof face. The beautiful pair of eyes curved slightly. "No, that won't do. At least wait until the baby is born before I let you have your way."

After a moment of confusion, Fu Yanyu finally understood the meaning behind Ji Lin'an's words. Her eyes widened in disbelief, as if she was seeing Ji Lin'an for the first time today.

After a while, she found her voice and said, "Younger brother Lin'an, you're becoming more and more amazing."

Ji Lin'an politely smiled and replied, "You flatter me."

"How come you're becoming more and more annoying?" Fu Yan Yu complained while leaning forward slightly, throwing himself into Ji Lin'an's arms and holding onto his waist tightly, as if afraid that letting go would make him run away. "I won't go to the milk tea shop tonight. Let's go back to Ji Mansion together tomorrow."

Tell the old man this news, they will definitely be very happy.

Ji Linan touched Fu Yanyu's hair and nodded, "It's better to ascend to the throne earlier."

Ascend to the throne? Fu Yanyu laughed, nestled in Ji Linan's arms.

Enough laughter, Fu Yanyu suddenly thought of something and said, "Let's go shopping together this weekend."

Today passing by a maternity and baby store, she really wanted to go in and buy some maternity and baby things. However, she thought that it would be more meaningful to go shopping with her husband, so she endured and didn't go in.

纪临安不想这么快扫傅烟雨的兴，所以没有告诉她，她一旦回去“登基”成功，孩至少在孩子生下来之前，除了例行产检之外，恐怕连纪宅的大门都出不了，更别说出去逛街。

The two of them hugged silently for a while, and Fu Yanyu got up and went to wash his face.

Ji Lin'an sat on the lazy sofa, holding his phone and typing earnestly.

Ten minutes later, there was an unusual update in his Friend Circle that had been silent for a hundred years.

纪临安：宝贝，九个月后见

朋友圈发回去一分钟后，纪临安受到了各路人马的轰炸。

首先是纪凌雪的，然后是老爷子的，紧跟着岳母大人也来了，还有岳父大人，母亲父亲，孟怡婷的，姨妈姑爹的，甚至是小舅子的……

Fuyan Yu watched as Ji Lin'an continued to answer phone call after phone call, trembling all over. With a quick turn, they tucked their own phone into the blanket, wrapping it up in multiple layers, trying to cover up the ringing sound. Please let me know if there is anything else I can assist you with.

Unable to contact Fu Yanyu's various forces, they launched a second round of destruction against Ji Lin'an.

Ji Lin'an was both annoyed and happy.

……

Just as Ji Lin'an had guessed, while Fu Yanyu was treated like a queen in the Ji family, she also lost her precious freedom and began to live in a state where someone would stand guard at the door even when she went to the bathroom.

Over at the milk tea shop, the old man took out some money to invite two people over. Meng Yiting benefitted from this and no longer needed to be as busy as before. Most of the time, she just needed to sit in the shop and "offer guidance".

On the second day after learning about Fu Yanyu's pregnancy, Madam Fu left her husband and son at home, packed her bags, and went to C City. She stayed at Ji Mansion to accompany Fu Yanyu, and unintentionally ended up staying for two months until Fu Yang came with their son to apprehend her before she finally agreed to pack up and leave.

Fu Yangxin does have an eldest daughter named Fu Yanyu in his heart, even if they are not close, he still cares for her.

He cannot leave for too long and is unable to stay behind to accompany his daughter. However, before leaving C City, he bought a house and a car in C City. He personally handed over the keys to his daughter and said earnestly to her, "I have entrusted the house to you, if you don't want to live in it, just keep it. Please don't sell it. In the future, when your mother and I come to visit you, we'll stay there."

Fu Yanyu choked for a moment and looked at his father with a melancholic gaze, but didn't say anything.

Although he didn't grow up with him, the saying "a daughter knows her father best" is still true.

Perhaps it was because Fu Yanyu's gaze was too resentful, Fu Yang added, "You will always be the daughter of both your mother and me. Anything your younger brother has, you will have too. Don't get stuck in a dead end."

Fu Yang is really not biased. If he wasn't afraid of turning his son into a daughter with such a temperament, he would have handed the boy over to a nanny at the moment of his birth, without waiting for him to stop breastfeeding.

“行了，别搞得跟生离死别似的。”傅夫人不由分说的把丈夫拉到一旁，面对女儿时，顿了片刻，缓和了面色。

“你现在也要当妈妈了，别老记我和你爸的仇，我和你爸从来没想过不要你。你们这一辈没个男丁，要不是怕以后我和你爸走了没人帮你，我们不会给你生弟弟。你弟弟从来就不是取代你才存在的。”

At this moment, Fu Chengyu interjected, "Sister, when I grow up, I will protect you."

Fu Yanyu glanced at Fu Chengyu, her gaze slightly moved, and after a long while, she muttered softly, "I know."

话已至此，傅夫人也没再多说什么，交代纪临安要好好招呼傅烟雨留心看着傅烟雨后，便和着丈夫还有儿子一起离开了。

When the people were still here, Fu Yanyu didn't feel much, but now that they have really left, she can't help but feel her eyes welling up with tears. Thinking back to what her parents said just now, her heart is filled with mixed emotions and it doesn't feel good.

The weather has started to get cold, with a white mist everywhere.

Ji Lin'an didn't immediately lead Fu Yanyu back to the house. He embraced her and wrapped her in his oversized coat. Lowering his head, he leaned in close to her ear and whispered softly, "Do you prefer boys or girls?"

With red eyes, Fu Yanyu looked up at him and whispered, "Boy."

After a pause, she added, "I also like girls."

纪临安亲了亲傅烟雨的额头，“嗯，男孩女孩，我都喜欢。”

As the two stepped inside the house, Fu Yanyu suddenly remembered something and whispered to Ji Lin'an, "A few days ago, when we came back from the prenatal check-up, my grandfather mentioned that it's time to think of a name for the baby and asked me to come up with one... I've made up my mind. Whether it's a boy or a girl, let's name them Jiu Yu, Ji Jiu Yu."

A warm smile appeared on Ji Lin'an's gentle face as he nodded slightly. "Alright, let's call me Ji Jiu Yu."