Chapter 1107 【Extra】Jin Bai VS Qing Dai (14)

"If I say the gift I prepared... is myself," Mu Jinbai stared at Qing Dai's face, "would you still like it?!"
Thump, thump, thump...
Heartbeats almost merged into one, Qingdai breathed rapidly, almost unable to believe her own ears.
He... is he confessing his feelings?!
"Jinbai, are you... are you drunk?!"
She has been dreaming of this confession for many years.
The dream came true, so Qingdai herself couldn't be sure if he was serious or joking.
Mu Jinbai restrainedly held both hands.
"I am serious."
He was a little drunk, but still half sober.
If he's really drunk, then he won't be able to control himself, he'll definitely pin her down on the table...
Darling!
"Then..." Qingdai took a deep breath, trying to control her emotions, "if you're not drunk, ask again, ask seriously."
Take a deep breath, Mu Jin gazed into her eyes with a serious expression.
"Is it too late for me to pursue you now?"
Qingdai pressed her lips together, wanting to speak, but it felt like something was stuck in her throat, and she couldn't make a sound.
Looking at him, she nodded vigorously.
But then she thought it over and shook her head frantically.
Worried that he wouldn't understand, she struggled to squeeze the answer out from her throat.
"No... no need to chase after me, I... I've been waiting for you all along!"
The girl stammered and couldn't speak complete sentences, Mu Jinbai put his hands on her shoulders.
"You don't have to speak, just nod or shake your head. Do you want to be with me?"
She nodded vigorously.
He pulled her over, held her tightly in his arms, and looked for her answer.
He had been waiting for this day for eight years.
"Xiao Dai, I'm sorry... I'm really sorry."
Qingdai raised her hand and hugged his waist, choking up as she spoke, holding onto his waist tightly, letting her tears soak the man's shirt.
If the waiter hadn't come over to clear the table, the two of them probably would have hugged for a while longer.
Let go of the other party, Qingdai raised her hand to wipe, Mu Jinbai held her arm.
"Don't rub with your hands, be careful not to inflame your eyes again later."
Taking out his handkerchief, he carefully helped her wipe away the tears.
"Shall we go?"
"Hmm!"
The two of them walked out of the restaurant hand in hand, as if it were the most natural thing in the world.
Some people are just like this.
Even though they've been apart for a long time, when they meet again, they still feel familiar as if they had never left.
Hand in hand, walking towards the direction of the hotel, neither of them said a word.
Strange.
Qingdai originally felt that she had a lot to say to him, but now, when there is actually the opportunity, she doesn't want to say anything at all.
Those things have become less important.
Just holding his hand like this, just looking at his profile...
Thinking about the person you can't stop thinking about, and loving her in the same way, that kind of happiness and beauty almost fills the chest.
她什么也不想说，只恨不得就这样和他手牵着手，一起走上一辈子。
穆谨白何尝不是如此？
两个人明明什么也没说，却似乎又什么都说了，或者什么也不需要说。
It's a strange feeling.
That kind of tacit understanding and familiarity, just like the day they first met.
A glance, as if knowing each other for a thousand years.
Unconsciously, the two of them have already returned to the hotel entrance.
When taking the elevator upstairs, I happened to meet actors from two groups.
I saw Mujin Bai and Qingdai, both of them were extremely restrained.
Clearly going to the fourth floor, as soon as the elevator arrived at the second floor, the two of them panicked and rushed out of the elevator.
“Are you scaring her?” Qingdai chuckled.
“Me? How could I?” Mujinbai looked helpless.
“By the way?” Qingdai playfully glanced at him, “You didn't really forget to prepare a gift for me, did you?”
穆谨白侧眸：“我不算礼物吗？”
男人完全是一副一本正经的语气，反倒让青黛都调侃不起来。
“当然了，你是……世界上最好的礼物。”
As they spoke, the elevator had arrived at the sixth floor.
Mu Jinbai escorted her to the door of the guest room, and Qingdai took out the room card to swipe open the door.
Pushing open the door, they only saw an empty living room.
"Zhou Zhou?"
青黛环视四周，没有听到小家伙的回答。
“Xiao Dai!”
Mu Jinbai called her in front of the table, and Qing Dai turned her face and saw a bouquet of roses on the table, and a large envelope next to it.
On the envelope, there are childish pencil words:
Sister please open.
"This little rascal!"
Qingdai opened the envelope and took out what was inside.
Inside the envelope, there is a letter and a colored pencil drawing.
At home, parents always force Qingzhou to learn to play the piano, but in fact, he is more like Qingdai, he likes to paint. Qingdai loves to teach him, and the little guy is already very good at painting at a young age.
The painting depicts two people, one is Qing Dai and the other is Mu Jinbai. They don't look exactly alike, but you can tell who they are at a glance, very similar.
Mu Jinbai is wearing a formal suit, and Qing Dai is in a wedding dress.
青黛笑了笑，打开信纸。
“今wan我不回来，你和大白哥一起过二人世jie。
李姐姐说大人一起shuijiao（睡觉）才能生小孩，你们要好好shui，我要一个nice的小直（侄）女。
Qingzhou"
The little guy is still young and can't write many words. He doesn't want others to know his little secret, so he uses pinyin instead of writing.
Looking at the little guy's letter, Qingdai couldn't help but laugh and cry.
What's wrong?"
穆谨白问。
青黛忙着将信收起来，只是把画递给他——她可不想让他看到青州的要求。
“他和助理一起，说是今晚不回来。”
Finished speaking, she felt that the words were a bit too ambiguous.
“Um, would you like some water?”
Mu Jinbai said nothing, just looked at her with deep eyes.
Their eyes met, and her heart raced instantly.
男人的手指抬起来，轻轻地抚过她的眉眼。
他的动作很慢，似乎是想要用手指确定一下，她和以前什么变化。
指尖抚过，皮肤绷紧。
Her breath also tightened.
His fingers slid down and pinched her chin, naturally leaning towards her, Qingdai did not avoid it.
He is no longer the inexperienced young man of eight years ago, clearly knowing what men and women are all about, and she is no longer the little girl she used to be.
Everything that follows will naturally fall into place.
……
By the time everything is over, it's almost midnight.
Buzz ——
The phone vibrates.
Qingdai lazily lay in the man's arms without moving.
"Don't mind him!"
Love whoever you love, she doesn't answer anyone's calls now. Even if the sky falls, she still wants to lean on his chest.
Mu Jinbai reached out his right hand and found her phone from the scattered clothes beside the bed, handing it to her.
Qingdai squinted at the screen, displaying a message from Mujinbai.
The two of them were just together, he didn't have time to look at his phone.
"Did you lose your phone?"
She asked nervously.
Mu Jinbai shook his head.
“How is it your WeChat message?”
She opened WeChat with doubt.
“Xiao Dai:
If you receive this message, it means you have accepted my confession.
下面这个链接是我送给我的生日礼物。”
青黛怔了怔，反应过来，这是他之前预订好的信息。
她抬眸，穆谨白耸耸肩膀。
"I didn't expect to be able to stay."
Her face flushed, her fingers lightly tapped to open the link, and the phone automatically entered a video page.
It was a video recorded by Mu Jinbai.
In the video, Mu Jinbai sits in front of the piano, gazing at the camera.
"Xiao Dai, this song is written for you," he says.
He presses the piano keys and sings with a focused expression.
"I once promised you, if I ever conquer the world, I must sing a song for you in front of everyone."
I want to tell everyone that the girl smiles so beautifully and innocently.
……”
Listening to his heartfelt voice, Qingdai buried her face in his chest, and flashes of their past moments together passed through her mind.
Before I met you, my world was all dark.
That day I just happened to look up.
You smiled lightly by the window, brightening up my whole spring.
……”
After playing the guitar, the man raised his face and looked at her through the lens.
"Xiao Dai, I'm sorry for making you wait for so many years."
"I owe you, and now I'm telling you."
"I like you...
Qing Dai held the phone, once again feeling her eyes welling up with tears.
Mu Jinbai hugged her, bent down to kiss the girl's head, and spoke with the him in the video.
"I love you!"
Qingdai held her phone and looped it around his neck.
"Me too!"
That year, Mujinbai was 20 years old, and she was only 16.
At that time, after Mujinbai posted the song "mysister" written for Junqing online, it received widespread attention.
A record company came to him and wanted to sign a contract with him to produce a record for him.
It was his first record contract and also the first pot of gold he earned by his own ability.
The next day was Qingdai's birthday, and he deliberately celebrated with her.
At that time, Mujinbai specially bought a bottle of good wine and came back. The two of them happily anticipated the future.
He carried the guitar on his back, she carried the easel, and they went out to explore the world together.
Unconsciously finished a bottle of wine, and then went over the limit.
At that time, Mu Jinbai lost contact with his father, was penniless, and had to collaborate with roommates.
The roommate brought along a few friends, and Mu Jinbai was afraid that they would see Qingdai and feel embarrassed, so he tried every means to get everyone to leave the apartment.
He didn't know that Qingdai in the room had already woken up.
Watching him constantly covering up her presence, Qingdai couldn't help but misunderstand, which is why she pretended to be nonchalant and asked him not to overthink it, they were just a momentary accident, and they should just remain friends in the future.
Her original intention was not to make him feel awkward, but who knew that this sentence would instantly shatter Mu Jinbai's courage to confess to her.
After all, they were too young at that time, and they simply didn't understand how to love someone.
Experiencing their parents' divorce and separation from a young age has left these two young people without enough confidence in love.
They do not want to become the kind of people their parents became.
Being friends, at least they won't lose each other.
做爱人，却有可能最后变成仇人。
但是，二人并不知道，有些事情是藏不住的。
譬如：爱！
经过那一晚之后，二人都努力维系着，假装着还可以和从前一样。
However, both of them are aware that the nature of their relationship has changed.
They cannot proceed to become a couple, nor can they go back to being the two people they used to be. They can only, in each painful moment, helplessly drift further and further away from each other.
这一别，就是八年。
Fortunately.
兜兜转转，她还对他念念不忘。
Fortunately.
时光流转，他还对她情有独钟。
一对男女背对背绕世界走了一圈，到底还是再次遇见。
Lose the sourness, regain the joy, where can language speak?
Can only hold the other tightly, tightly, and tightly again...
A little bit!
……
Baymax vs Hiro.
theend。