Chapter 3369, Grow Slowly

易阡陌不知道，自己忘记了什么，自己有什么可以忘记吗？
秦不愿意说，但看着易阡陌炯炯的眼神，她却有些心疼，她知道易阡陌为了孩子，什么都可以不顾。
“你有想过，为什么你可以承载魔种，至今却没有失去意识吗？”
秦问道。
这一问，让易阡陌愣住了，说道：“难道不是因为魔神，给了我足够的时间？”
秦摇了摇头：“这世间没有人可以跟魔神做交易，除非……”
易阡陌心底一颤：“你的意思是说，我跟魔神有关系？不，不对，这怎么可能呢！”
Yi Qianmo has never had any doubts about his own background, and he has even been proud of it.
Because along the way, he has defeated countless strong opponents with his humble birth, and this is also where his confidence comes from.
“Chaos has its own will!”
Qin said, "To understand this, we must start with my parents..."
那个时代，混沌无序，去也有序，生生灭灭，是整个混沌运转的规则，而负责生灭的，便是神魔。
混沌有灭世神魔，也有创世神魔。
所谓灭世神魔，便是毁灭混沌里诞生的世界，而创世神魔，便是在混沌中，创造一个个世界。
当创世神魔创造的世界，让整个混沌无法承受时，灭世神魔便会苏醒，将一个个世界毁灭掉。
待到所有世界被毁灭，“不幸的是，我的爹娘，一个是灭世神魔，一个是创世神魔！”
秦开口说道。
“所以，你们家，自始至终，都有神魔血统？”
易阡陌惊讶道。
“那已经是很久之前的事情了，现在混沌的意志，是魔神！”
秦似乎并不以这份血脉为荣。
她继续讲述了起来。
他的父母，是觉醒的创世和灭世神魔，在他们看来，混沌的生生灭灭，没有任何的意义，虽然混沌的意志，并不需要他们有什么意义。
于是觉醒后的他们，开始反抗混沌的意志……
“他们的一生，都在与混沌意志搏斗，他们创造了彼岸之舟，为了众生寻找他们心中的彼岸……”
秦说道，“后来，他们成功了。”
“这么简单？”易阡陌不可思议。
"Yes, it's that simple. I told you before, the so-called other shore is actually not there. But as more people started yearning for it, the other shore came into existence."
Qin said, "Father and mother are the first generation to enter the other shore, they are also pioneers of the other shore!"
"What happened next?"
易阡陌问道。
"After they entered the other shore, the will of chaos naturally wanted to destroy the other shore, because the existence of the other shore disrupted the original cycle of life and death in chaos."
秦说道，“捍卫这一切的，是我的姐姐，以前我很不理解她，直到后来，我渐渐明白了。”
“她驾驶着彼岸之舟，在这混沌中播下生命的种子，并照顾着这些种子，这些种子，就是世界之树！”
秦说道，“那时候，姐姐不但要对抗混沌意志，而且，还要与新生的魔神战斗，但好在……爹娘给我们打下了一片天，我们只是开拓者……”
“从世界之树出现，混沌的生生灭灭，便彻底不在混沌的掌控之中，只要生命足够强大，便可以抵御混沌的意志入侵。”
Qin said, "It was from that point onwards that sentient beings had a choice. They were no longer mere pawns in the cycle of chaos and life and death. They acquired a sense of self and the ability to embark on a spiritual journey towards the other shore." Response: The concept of self-realization and transcendence of sentient beings is mentioned by Qin.
“这样不就稳定了吗？”
易阡陌问道。
"Not enough!"
秦说道，“生命有了出路，但并不意味着，混沌的生灭，便会彻底结束，用姐姐的说法，这生灭是天道，但彼岸是生死轮回的出路，可终生存在的痕迹，不能就这样被抹去，所以，我们还需要地狱！”
"Hell!"
Yi Qianmo swallowed his saliva.
"Yes, the other shore is the exit of life, and hell is the entrance of destruction!"
秦说道，“可姐姐的力量，已经耗尽，如果她不去彼岸，便会彻底灰飞烟灭，后来继承她，缔造地狱的人，是姐夫，还有我们！”
"Us?" Yi Qianmo asked curiously. "
On the boat to the other shore, there are still many people who voluntarily gave up the opportunity to go to the other shore. They stayed behind and took on the responsibility in place of my sister. They sow in chaos and take care of those seeds, allowing them to take root, sprout, and grow into towering trees."
Translation: "
秦说道，“姐夫与哥哥，则面对新的混沌意志，而那些意志，便是魔神，便是魔神的魔种……”
“既然你姐姐，还有爹娘都这么厉害，为什么不直接扫灭魔神？”
易阡陌问道。
“灭不掉的！”
Qin said, "Life and death are like yin and yang. They can only exist simultaneously. Chaos can only exist when there is a balance between creation and destruction. Otherwise, it will lead to ultimate annihilation."
"Great Nirvana?"
"All becomes empty..."
秦说道，“所以，神魔没有了，又有了魔神，如果消灭掉魔神，又会有新的东西出现，而地狱是一条出路，是承载灭的存在……”
说到这里，她看向了易阡陌，“而且，魔神的力量，远远超过当初的神魔，毕竟，神魔尚且是阴阳相济的存在，可魔神是一种极为纯粹的毁灭意志。”
“到我了？”易阡陌问道。
"Yes!"
秦点了点头，“但不管多么纯粹的毁灭意志，当中都会有生的力量存在，但想要找到这生的力量，非常困难。”
易阡陌现在明白为什么那位姐夫，明明有足够的实力，却消灭不了魔神。
真的灭掉了，它们也会重新出现，甚至可能会更强，如果从源头灭掉，整个混沌便会走向大寂灭。
This is almost unsolvable!
唯一的路，便是打造地狱，让地狱来承载原来混沌生灭中的灭，如此彼岸，地狱，混沌，三位一体，才能够完成平衡。
He doesn't need to think at all, and he knows exactly how difficult this matter is. And now, all that's left is this final step to hell, which happens to be the most difficult step.
"Later, you appeared!"
秦说道，“又或者说，那时候的你，还不是现在的你，你只是三千柱魔神中的其一，但你……却与所有的魔神都不一样，你是唯一拥有毁灭意志之外意志的魔神！”
"I remember, the first time I saw you, I felt scared because your power far surpassed any demon I had ever encountered," Qin said. "In this chaos, the only one capable of subduing you is my brother-in-law, but he has also paid a great price, even sacrificing certain things."

易阡陌却没有任何表情，因为他根本没有这记忆存在。
"Later, I don't know what method my brother-in-law used, but he actually separated the will to live from your body, leaving only the will to destroy..."
Qin said, "You will know the later events, as this strand of will has undergone countless cycles until it sheds all its glamour and becomes you in this lifetime."
"So... "
易阡陌有些难受，“我生来，就是要毁灭世界的是吗？”
"No, you were born to save the world!"
秦说道，“安之身上，不但有爹娘那一代的神魔血统，也有这一代魔神的血统，它的力量，是镇压不住的，如果让混沌的意志寻到他，这世间会诞生一位，连爹娘都无法战胜强大存在，而一旦他继承了混沌意志，我们所有的努力，都将付之一炬！”
易阡陌看向了船舱里，那襁褓中的孩子，他有些不信，可妻子的眼神却告诉他，这是真的。
“所以，你嫁给我，仅仅只是为了缔结一段因果，是吗？”
易阡陌很难受。
“不，不是的！”
Qin shook her head, "I married you, disregarding everything, because I love you, wanting to fulfill our destiny, it has never been me, but you!"
易阡陌心底一颤，走过去，将她拥入怀中。
He suddenly realized that if he became a demonic god, an unwillful demonic god, then from then on, he would have to face Qin.
他忽然明白，为何当初秦对他那么冷淡。
“当初，想让我进入彼岸，是因为你知道，这样往下，我最终还是会成为魔神，是吗？”
Yi Qianmo hugged him tightly.
Qin didn't say anything. If Yi Qianmo had abandoned this world in that moment and entered the other side, perhaps, today's events wouldn't have happened.
"You fool!"
易阡陌摩挲着她的头发，“如果我真去了彼岸，或许会给彼岸带来灾祸！所以，我现在只需要融合毁灭的意志，并战胜毁灭的意志，便可以救下安之，是吗？”
"Yes!"
秦的身体微微颤动，“将魔神驱赶进地狱，而你……将要世代镇守在那里！”
“你会来看我吗？”
易阡陌问道。
“我……我会！”
秦抽泣了起来。
“那只要有你在，我便什么都不怕！”
他松开了秦，在她唇边一吻。
而后走到船舱里，看着襁褓中的小家伙，亲亲的在他额头亲吻了一下，“慢点长大，爹会回来的。”