第一百二十四章 小时候的别离

吃罢院长奶奶精心准备的晚餐，实则一点没饱的少年少女溜达了出来。
“呐，给你。”雷哲递给祈真一瓶生命元露。体魄到了他们这个程度，一般的食物早已经无法满足他们的日常所需了。而剑仙这种疑似达到半神境的恐怖存在更是大部分时间呆在充满生命能量的秘境之中。
The girl took it and took a sip happily, "It's delicious, it has a fragrant milky aroma."
"Milky aroma? Then it must be the original flavor." Leizhe shook the bottle of yuanlu in his hand, "Do you want to try this? It's blueberry flavor, I remember you like blueberry flavor."
First, Qizhen was happy, because Aizhe remembered the flavor I liked. Then, I pouted with a sullen face.
"
Why did you give me the original flavor when there are blueberries?
“这样啊。”知道错过了对方，少女小脸微红，“那我要喝蓝莓的！”
“稍等啊，我给你找找。没标签比较难认。”
"No need for all this trouble." Qizhen quickly exchanged the bottles between the two of them.
That was mine...
Before the words could come out, the girl had already happily taken a sip, not caring at all about his saliva. "What are you standing there dumbly for? Do you dislike me?"
笑着摇摇头，雷哲抿入一口元露慢慢品味，只觉得这一瓶似乎带有别样的清香。
月色之下，祈真的脸更红了，一种别样的暧昧在他们的心头滋生。
一时之间，却是谁也没有说话。
良久，还是祈真先打破了沉默，她指着一间杂物间，“阿哲，你还记得那里吗？”
看着熟悉的场景，雷哲恍然, “记得。小时候, 你吓唬跑其他孩子之后，就一个人跑到里面自言自语。”
He still remembers that thin and weak little girl who often talked to herself as if she had an invisible friend beside her, so she was often ostracized by other children. She didn't accommodate them either, but instead scared them with her ghostly tricks, leaving herself quietly licking her wounds in the corner, like a lone little wolf.
However, thinking about it now, it must have been Red Cloak that I was talking to.

"You could see Red Cloak since you were little?"
“小朋友们也开始疏离我，甚至欺负我。一开始，每当我被欺负的时候，红衣就会附身到他们身上好好折腾他们一番。”她扭头看向雷哲，眼中带着泪光，“但是她从来不吸他们的生命力，所以反而将自己弄得很累。每次看见她虚弱的样子，我就很难受。”
“所以当你再次受到欺负的时候，你就先自己把他们吓倒？”雷哲记得当时自己还很佩服这个可以以一己之力镇服整个孤儿院孩子的女孩，没想到其中还有这样的缘由。
"Since then, Red Clothes has never felt uncomfortable again, but..."
"But you lost your friends too," the boy continued her unfinished sentence.
"Who said I have no friends?" The girl looked at him, her eyes forming crescents, "Don't I still have you? I remember back then, even though you couldn't really see Red Clothes, you followed along with my words and pretended there was someone in front, it was really..."
雷哲笑了。他也想起小时候自己对着空气说话的样子了，如今回想起来，自己是当着红衣的面自说自话？这算不算社死？
But the girl unexpectedly hugged him tightly, "Qizhen, you're so gentle."
Looking at the girl burying her head in his embrace, smelling the fragrance from her hair, Lei Zhe also raised his hands and hugged her.
Listening to what sounded like the increasing heartbeat of either a crush or her own, the young girl closed her eyes. "Do you still remember that day when you cautiously approached me and asked if we could play together? Back then, I felt like you were an angel."
The boy chuckled, "That's a bit exaggerated. Angels wouldn't scare children with you."
"But angels would play house and pretend to be married with me, and we made a promise to be together forever and never separate."
雷哲张口欲言又说不出话。
他想起了那个雨天远去的小女孩……
曾经默默祝福过她，但是那个小男孩伤得很深很深。说好的一辈子在一起不分离呢？
Since then, the crying little boy has imprisoned himself in a cage, never shedding tears again, and no one has been able to enter his heart once more.
Except for the spirits that have entrusted their hearts to him.
仿佛知道他在想什么，少女抬头认真地看着他，“对不起，阿哲。我没能遵守约定。”
Lei Zhe forced a smile, "When we were kids, promises didn't count..."
The tears in Qizhen's eyes made him swallow the remaining words.
"A Zhe, do you know? Back then, Master found me and wanted to take me away, but I immediately disagreed."
她回想起那个人生的转折点。
……
年岁尚幼的祈真用自己偷偷藏起来的一块钱买了两个馒头。将馒头揣在怀里的她兴奋地赶往孤儿院的方向，“红衣，你说阿哲看到礼物会不会高兴呢？”
"Sure, but why did you suddenly give him a gift?" Shang Wei, who was still unenthusiastically dressed in a red skirt, asked curiously. "
Today is his birthday. If I don't give him a gift, nobody else will, and that would be really pitiful."
"But he didn't give you any presents on your birthday either."
The little girl's smile froze for a moment, and she angrily said, "That's because he forgot! He promised me that he will give me two presents on my next birthday!"
红衣沉吟好一会，“如果到时候他还是忘记，怎么办？”
“那我就再也不理他！”斩钉截铁的小女孩停一了一会又犹豫了，“再也不理他也太可怜了，还是不理他七天，不，三天，不，一天……”
Finally, she definitively said, "I will ignore him for the whole night."
The girl in red clothing was a little puzzled, "Why nighttime?"
The little girl looked at her with a look of someone ignorant, "Because after I wake up from a good night's sleep, I can continue playing with him."
Negatively charged, gloomy and desolate.
"See how clever I am? Oops!" The smug little girl accidentally bumped into someone.
As she fell to the ground, she quickly picked up the steamed bun and sighed in relief, saying, "Phew, luckily I'm okay!"
"Sister, be careful!" exclaimed the person in the red dress. As Qi Zhen looked up, what met their eyes were a pair of beast-like vertical pupils and a monstrous, gaping mouth that stretched all the way to the ears.
With a big bite, the little girl was scared and closed her eyes, holding her head. After waiting for a while, she realized that the expected pain did not come.
She cautiously lifted her head, and what she saw shattered her heart.
红衣卡在怪人的嘴里不停的放电，口中喊着，“妹妹，你快走！”
“不，把我姐姐还给我！”怒由心生，小女孩捡起石头砸怪人的脚，“快放开我姐姐！”
The pain-ridden monster loosened its grip and threw the red-clothed person onto the ground, then pounced towards Qizhen.
With her eyes fixed on every movement of the monster, the little girl remained calm and even hurled a stone towards it.
狰狞的异怪与瘦小的女孩形成了鲜明的对比。她的举动就像是螳臂当车一样，马上就要被吞噬殆尽。
可出人意料地是，结果竟然是以小女孩的石头砸倒了异怪为告终。
剑仙抽出点在异怪颈椎上的剑，满眼惊奇地看着她，“小妹妹，你不害怕吗？”
祈真看着这位如仙女的一样美人，哇的一声哭了出来，“仙女姐姐，祈真好怕。可是祈真得保护姐姐……”
Said Sister, she suddenly realized and rushed to the side of Red Clothes, "Sister, are you okay? You're not hurt, right?"
The spirit of Red Clothes was intangible and fluctuating, but when she saw that her sister was unharmed, she forced a smile.
可惜她已经没有力气说话了，不然一定要叮嘱她以后要开开心心的，不要伤心。不过有那小子陪着她，想来她终究会迎来自己的幸福。
Qizhen was very reluctant, "Sister, don't scare me. Talk to me..."
"Companion spirit?" Gao Yue's eyes showed even more astonishment, and a thought suddenly rose in her heart, "Your sister's spiritual body is about to collapse, let me help her first."
"Fairy sister, can you save my sister?" Qizhen, as if grasping at a life-saving straw, tightly held onto Gao Yue's skirt. "Fairy sister, please hurry and save my sister."
A painting suddenly appeared out of nowhere, and the girl in red clothes got rolled into it.
"Sister!"
Gao Yue patted the little girl's head. "Don't worry, I just sent her for treatment. Your sister will come out full of energy in a little while."
"Really?" "@@Really."
When the girl in red appeared in front of Qizhen again, the little girl finally realized how powerful this otherworldly fairy was. "Fairy sister, you're so amazing. Sister is really fine!" Translated: "Really?" "@@Really."
When the girl in red appeared in front of Qizhen again, the little girl finally realized how powerful this otherworldly fairy was. "Fairy sister, you're so amazing. Sister is really fine!"
Looking at the little girl who was laughing through her tears, Gao Yue's face lit up with a gentle smile. "
Little sister, what's your name?"
"Luo Qizhen," the ignorant Qizhen pointed at the person in red, "This is Red Cloak."
The sword immortal patted her head, "Qizhen, you really like Red Cloak, right?"
"Yes!" There is no doubt that Red Cloak has been with her since birth, so how could she not like her?
“那你肯定不舍得红衣消失对吧？”剑仙认真地看着她，“你姐姐自出生之后，就没获得过充足的灵气补充。更是难得的连生命力都没吸收过。只是这样下去她坚持不了多久了。”
The little girl froze, "Fairy sister, what do you mean by this?"
"Your sister hasn't had a full meal in a long time, she's about to starve to death."
Qizhen turned her head to look at the red clothes, looking at the silent red clothes, she understood that what the fairy sister said was true. Translated:
旋即她又很生气，“红衣，你说你为什么平时都不吃饭！我可以分一半给你吃的！”
红衣苦笑。剑仙帮她解释了，“你姐姐和你不一样，说的东西当然也就不一样了。”
The little girl looked confused and helpless. "Is it different? Fairy sister, where should I go to find food for my sister?"
"Silly girl, that's not where you should go right now." The sword immortal affectionately tugged at her chubby cheeks. "But you can consider me as your master, that way I will have to take care of you in the future."
"Uh?" Qizhen suddenly realized that something was wrong.
……
A misty rain fell upon the world. The little girl looked back three times for every step she took, but the person she was waiting for never appeared.
"Master, can I bring a friend along?"
"No, it's not possible." The gentle demeanor of the Sword Immortal surprised the nearby Spirit User. "We are dealing with something very dangerous, and we cannot involve ordinary people."
Something very dangerous? Qizhen gave up on convincing her master to take Leizhe along. She didn't want to drag him into danger.
Master, am I different from other people?
Yes, it's because both of your parents are extraordinary beings that they gave birth to someone with innate differences.
So, I am indeed a monster, right?
“不，你是百万天生异类中才会出现的一例，你是天生的御灵使，注定不平凡的人。”
在师徒的交谈之中，小女孩依依不舍地离开了。而她期待之中的人始终没有出现。
……
“原来是这样吗？”听完了祈真的故事，雷哲紧紧抱住了她。原来自己一直错怪了祈真吗？
"I'm sorry..."
嘴被柔软的手掌挡住，祈真对他摇摇头，“阿哲不用道歉。是我没能遵守和阿哲的约定。”
"No." The boy pressed his forehead against the girl's, "If only I had been braver back then..."
"Indeed, A Zhe is a coward."
The boy's breath was overwhelming, and the girl's face turned slightly red like a peach blossom, "So we're even now."
Léi Zhé felt moved in his heart, "Pray sincerely."
"Hmm?"
"The moonlight tonight is truly beautiful."
The sudden confession made the young girl blush, and it took a while before she stammered back, "The wind is also gentle."
In the next moment, the boy had already covered her mouth.
From confusion to acceptance, the desired girl began to immerse herself selflessly.
Until the laughter of children interrupted them.
"Xiu Xiu Xiu, Leizhe brother actually openly kisses Big Sister!"
"Hey, will we have red eyes tomorrow?"
Qizhen's face went from peach red to crimson, and then smoke emerged.
雷哲也傻了眼，“不是，你们就不晓得等我完事再出来吗？”
他的话换来了孩子们鄙夷的眼神。
承受不住的少女拉着他落荒而逃，“笨蛋阿哲，都怪你！”
不是，这也怪我？少年挠挠头，“祈真，接下来怎么去哪？”
少女拉了拉他衣角，“阿哲，我带了身份证哦。”
少年的心脏砰砰直跳。乖乖，进展会不会太快了？