Chapter 112 Indirect Self-Doubt

After finishing breakfast and going downstairs, Ning Yao and Su Weizhou didn't see the two annoying people anymore, thinking that they had left on their own accord.
They were driving on their own without any companions on this trip. As the car started, Su Weizhou faintly heard that the engine sounded a bit strange. Since he usually doesn't drive and wasn't sure if there was a problem, he didn't pay much attention to the sound. Besides, he thought that the car had been cleaned and maintained in the morning, so there shouldn't be any problems.
So we drove at full speed without any distractions for several hours, until we exited the highway and entered a twisting mountain road, where the car's symptoms fully manifested.
The car is like a chef taking off his apron, completely on strike and refusing to move a step no matter how Su Weizhou tries to start it.
By now, they have already covered more than half of the journey and it is already afternoon, which means if the car continues to behave this way, they will have to spend the night in the wilderness.
Ning Yao was stunned and watched as Su Weizhou opened the hood, studied it for a while, and furrowed his brows even deeper.
"Are you okay?" she asked with a hint of relief.
"No big deal," Su Weizhou glanced at her, "the engine is just broken."
Ning Yao took a deep breath and said, "You call this not a big problem?"
Su Weizhou put down the car hood neatly and wiped his hands, "If it were just a regular day, it would be no big deal. But today, it's indeed a bit troublesome..."
He looked around at the desolate wilderness and then at the sky, "Let's set up a tent and rest for a while first, and then we can look around to see if there is a hotel nearby where we can stay."
She looked around, "This is such a remote location, do you think there's a hotel? I doubt it."
"Let's try to find one," Su Weizhou took out the tools for setting up the tent from the trunk, and said calmly, "Otherwise, we'll have to spend the night here with the jackals, wolves, and tigers."
Two people worked together to set up the tent, and the sky was already filled with the sunset glow.
I have to say, the natural environment is just beautiful, with fresh air, greenery everywhere, and no pollution from exhaust fumes, just a hint of the earthy fragrance.
It was also the only consolation for Ning Yao today.
She stretched lazily and smiled at Su Weizhou, "The current situation reminds me of the second time we met. It was also in the wilderness, you were ambushed and tied up, ready to be buried alive by those people. Do you remember?"
“当然记得，”他笑，忽然蹙着眉逗她，“当时你为了偷偷给我松绑，可没少趁机占我便宜。”
她知道他是故意这么说，也懒得反驳，勾着他的脸，“是啊，某人长得如花似玉，我见犹怜，我这个大色魔一时没忍住，动了歪心思……”
With that, she pushed him down and began to move her hands up and down, reenacting the scene.
Su Weizhou didn't stop her, just going along with it.
She was having fun, and people are most likely to let their guard down when they are happy. So she said, "That's why I found out about your little secret...you were acting back then...but why would you have a reaction? Could it be that you were interested in me at that time?"
When the matter was mentioned, Su Weizhou suddenly fell silent and quiet.
Ning Yao still hadn't noticed, still smiling, "It must be like this, you liked me so early."
He suddenly asked, "How about you? When did you start liking me?"
She thought seriously, "Probably when I was in the orphanage..."
Su Weizhou asked again, "If you hadn't discovered my secret that night, would there have been no liking afterwards?"
As he spoke, his eyes seemed like an endless abyss, as if a dark moon covered by dark clouds.
Ning Yao's eyebrows jumped... here we go again, his intermittent self-doubt sensitivity symptoms have relapsed...
Ning Yao did not avoid, but chose to confront him, just like giving him a sense of security that night and drawing a nude picture for him.
She gazed at him, reaching out to stroke his face, and earnestly and gently said, "Brother Su, why don't you listen to Xu Bing and go see a doctor? Xu Bing said... Nowadays, with such advanced technology, maybe it can be cured... I know you don't want to face it, you want to cling to what little pride you have left... But if you don't try, how will you know the result? You are so brave, just take a chance for yourself, and for me, okay?"
At the mention of it, Su Weizhou paused, holding her hand, and she found herself tightly held in his arms.
"Brother Su..." She suddenly felt a little flustered, his forceful actions reminded her of that night...
That night, because of Ah Zheng, she and Rong Xuan got together. That night, he had that kind of crimson gaze, that kind of rapid breathing.
He lowered his head and gently blew into her ear, his hand reaching into her collar, somewhat rough, "What, do you think I can't satisfy you anymore?"
If it were before, she would surely shake her head frantically and say no, Su Brother is the best, but now she doesn't want to say it.
He hasn't heard enough of these words, and she has said enough.
Ning Yao looked a bit tired and stopped his hand deliberately stimulating him, "That's right, I'm a bit tired of it, so you must go for a check-up, maybe you can recover, this is good for both you and me."
After saying this, Ning Yao felt a chilling gust of wind passing by.
The latent bloodlust in Su Weizhou was ignited, he couldn't bear her sudden change, her tired and aloof look.
Looking at her long and delicate neck, he felt an impulse to squeeze it with his hand.
Su Weizhou tried hard to suppress this emotion, with her words echoing in his ears from earlier at the warehouse door, she said, 'Su Weizhou, I forgive you for the last time, remember, this is really the last time.'
‘If there is any more use or harm next time, there will be no forgiveness!’
His eyelashes trembled, and he pinched the palm of his hand to force himself to calm down. After suppressing it for a long time, he finally managed to control the terrifying evil thoughts that almost consumed him.
He spoke calmly, "Alright, I will go."
Ning Yao was surprised. She had not expected that he would agree to this issue that he had always avoided talking about.
She looked at him with some surprise, thinking that her provocation had worked, but when she saw his cold gaze, Ning Yao's heart sank again.
It seems that he is not very willing either.
But her joyful expression, in Su Weizhou's eyes, was a great humiliation...
Is she really that desperate...
In the morning, the words exchanged between Rong Xuan and Feng Koko lingered in Su Weizhou's mind...
Truly, this body has been developed by Rong Xuan...
Ning Yao felt a chill in her heart from his intense gaze, thinking, did I say something too harsh just now, and ended up having the opposite effect? So she quickly added, "Actually, you don't have to force yourself. Just do whatever makes you happy. I just hope you can be happy."