Chapter 322 Gu Si Ruo Extra (2)

Chapter 322 Gu Si Ruo Extra (2)
I feel a bit lost, but not to the point of heartbreak. After all, I never expected any illusory love in the first place. Although my grandparents and parents have all lived happily, I have never thought about pursuing love.
Even if I have a good impression of Mo Jingyu, I am still so lazy. Besides expressing it with a smile, I don't do anything else. I think, maybe I am too lazy to hope for love.
"Sister, what are you planning to do in the future? Maybe you should ask him face to face." My sister looked at me with concern.
I shook my head indifferently, "Actually, I don't really care. Whether he sees me as a substitute or not, it doesn't matter to me. I'm too lazy to worry about all that. Getting married to anyone is all the same to me. Besides, he's still the Crown Prince of the Dragon Clan, and the Divine Realm will still need their help in the future."
"Sister, we will guard the peace of the divine realm, you don't need to suffer yourself."
Sister looked excited, I knew she cared about me, but I'm really lazy. I'm too lazy to keep changing lovers. Mo Jingyu looks good and has a nice voice. I have no objections, anyway, I don't expect love.
I think I'm not only lazy, but also a bit eccentric. Recently, Mo Jingyu has been so good to me, but instead of getting completely absorbed in it, I find it unbelievable and feel anxious. Yes, anxious. I always wonder if there is any ulterior motive behind Mo Jingyu's kindness towards me.
This kind of thinking may be a bit self-deprecating, but if you think about it carefully, there's really nothing remarkable about me except for my identity as the princess of the divine realm.
In summary, I don't have any outstanding qualities, while Mo Jingyu is a talented young man who is said to be amazing in every way. So why would Mo Jingyu be interested in me and treat me so well? Is he nearsighted?
"Sister, it's not that I underestimate myself, but logically speaking, how could someone be so kind to another person for no reason, especially someone they just met?" I rarely analyze things seriously with my sister.
"Perhaps it's love at first sight?"
"Love at first sight, well, it's definitely possible. The first time I saw Mo Jingyu, I had a good impression of him. I thought he was good-looking and had a pleasant voice. It would be nice to live with him in the future." I spoke honestly, I didn't deny the fact that I had feelings for Mo Jingyu. Even now, when I suspect that he might have ulterior motives, I still have feelings for him.
"Why don't you ask him directly? Communication is the most important thing between two people, and it's important to avoid not asking or not saying anything, as it will only make the two of you drift further apart."
"I think what my sister said makes a lot of sense, just like what is depicted in novels, where various tortures and heartbreaks are caused by a small misunderstanding, which is completely unnecessary."
"I'll ask him when I see him another day."
"Okay."
It just occurred to me that Father mentioned yesterday that Sister will be married in a few days. I couldn't believe it when Father told me. You've never shown any particular interest in any man before."
Sister's helplessness flashed across the corner of her lips.
"It's nothing, we're all grown up now and it's time to get married." Sister gently recounted our mother's past, "Our mother got married in the mortal realm back then. She was not even twenty yet. Grandmother and grandfather were also betrothed at a very young age, but the war between gods and demons caused delays..."
"Oh, well, does sister like her brother-in-law?" I asked.
Sister smiled and didn't answer, but I could sense a hint of loneliness on her. It has only been a while since we last met, yet my once gentle sister now carries a touch of vicissitude.
"Sister, what have you been through lately? Why..."
"Sister looked up, and I could still see the glistening tears in her eyes. 'It was just a dream, it's all gone when I woke up.'"
Sister exudes an aura of sadness. Looking at her like this makes me feel very uncomfortable. It's the first time I realize that being lazy is really not good. If only she had read more books, she could have comforted sister properly at this moment.
"Little sister, I hope you always live carefree, as the truly powerful are those without desires. Without expecting too much, there will be no disappointment or heartache, don't be as foolish as your older sister." With tear-filled eyes, my sister looked at me earnestly.
This is the first time I've seen my sister in tears. I don't understand her sadness, but I know it comes from a romantic relationship.
Half a month later, I went to the Demon Realm with Mo Jingyu to attend my sister's wedding ceremony. Her husband is a handsome man, and his gaze has always been on my sister, so focused and affectionate.
I think my brother-in-law must deeply love my sister.
My gaze fell on my brother-in-law's abdomen, which was slightly bulging, and then I understood why my sister got married so quickly. It turns out my brother-in-law is already expecting a child.
Presumably, my brother-in-law must come from the human world, and it's likely a place where males are born.
Just like the Phoenix Country where my father's mother came from, I was born from my father's womb.
Then I couldn't help but look at Mo Jingyu's abdomen, and I thought that if Mo Jingyu were to conceive my child, I would definitely take good care of them and be a responsible and loving wife.
But...
The divine realm is not about giving birth to boys, such a dilemma.
I don't want to go through the trouble of giving birth, so maybe I should go to the human realm and marry a man who gives birth.
As for Mo Jingyu, it's better to call off the marriage. Let him do whatever he wants.
Perhaps it was my intense gaze on Mo Jingyu's abdomen that made him tighten his grip on my hand. I felt the pain and averted my eyes.
"Siro, I won't let you suffer," Mo Jingyu gently whispered in my ear.
I am puzzled. It is impossible for me to suffer, I cannot suffer in this lifetime, let alone allowing him to prevent me from suffering. I will not allow myself to suffer, okay?
On the way back to the divine realm, I asked Mo Jingyu.
"Mo Jingyu, do you like me?"
"Princess Siro's identity is noble, her beauty is exquisite, and all men are infatuated with her."
After hearing this answer, I made a decision in my heart.
I will go back and inform my father, I want to take another man from the human world as a concubine, I don't want to have children. If Mò Jīngyǔ disagrees, then we will call off the marriage; if he agrees, then he will be the husband.
Father pondered all night, and the next day he agreed to my request.
Father has also informed Mo Jingyu on that side. I thought Mo Jingyu would refuse and break off the engagement, but three days later, Mo Jingyu agreed.
After this incident, I didn't originally want to meet with Mo Jingyu and always tried to find ways to dodge him, but he still caught me.
He has become much thinner and appears somewhat depressed, as if he has something to say to me but hasn't spoken up yet.
"Anything wrong? If not, I'll leave."
I said and walked past Mo Jingyu. I noticed the struggle and reluctance in his eyes from the corner of my eye.
Although I felt slightly uncomfortable, I soon calmed down.
On the day before my marriage with Mo Jingyu, I brought the man I found in the human world, Ye Ying'an, to the Heavenly Palace. Three months after my marriage with Mo Jingyu, I held a simple marriage ceremony with Ye Ying'an.
The days in the heavenly palace always pass by quickly, and in the blink of an eye, hundreds of years have passed.
Recently, my father entrusted me with all the matters of the heavenly palace and also gave me the position of heavenly ruler. I have been busy and dizzy during this period of time.
Fortunately, my seldom home aunt rushed back to help me, otherwise I would really be overwhelmed.
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