第1825章 为什么，你就不能爱我

无非是内斗，有人看不惯神父一直把持着军火贸易。
想将神父拉下马。
这也是救济站的人，忽然对adderley动手的原因。
The priest sensed something was amiss and immediately went to find Xiaoshuxian, and the person who assassinated the priest followed.
This triggered a series of events that followed.
As for the crow accessory in their hand, it's probably a memento.
adderley将它收好，至于小淑娴……
“扶我起来。”adderley说。
小淑娴点点头，将adderley扶起，小心翼翼地说道，“小哥哥，神父爹地还在那里么？”
Adderley nodded and asked, "Do you want to go find him?"
"There are so many bad people, Father, will there be any danger?" Xiaoshuxian bit her lip tightly, tears streaming down her face.
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Adderley said, "Your father did everything he could to get you out of danger. Are you sure you want to go back?"
Xiao Shuxian nodded, "I can't be without Father and Uncle Jesse."

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Adderley touched the raven accessory in his pocket, as if showing a little kindness.```Let me know if you need any further assistance!
反正神父死了，他的任务也算是完成。
“好。”adderley说。
小淑娴愣住，而后兴奋道，“谢谢小哥哥。”
他们顺着河流飘了有段距离，往回走的时候，还要注意防着那伙追杀的人。
一路上小心翼翼，最后到的时候，已经是晚上。
救济站此刻亮着灯光。
adderley对身侧的小淑娴轻声道，“一会别说话，小心地跟我走。”
小淑娴点点头，拽着adderley的衣角，迈着小碎步，跟着他。
After a moment, the two hid behind a big tree.
Because the two were short, and there were some leaves covering at night, you couldn't really see anything.
Only a few stops away, there were several men in black suits holding a priest in a robe and a blood-covered Jesse.
“Father…” Xiaoshuxian couldn’t bring herself to speak.
Adderley immediately covered her mouth, signaling for her not to speak.
Xiaoshuxian held back tears and stared fixedly at the rescue.
首领模样的人，拿着刀在神父脸上，比划了两下。
远远地，也能感受到那位首领脸上的冷意。
忽然刀刺进神父的胸口，血流出。
小淑娴猛地咬住adderley的手，才抑制喊的冲动。
接下来的画面，过于血腥。
血腥到，此后的余生，小淑娴都没有忘记。
党派间的纷争，本身就不是你死，就是我亡。
神父见证了太多的罪恶，想着做神父，去洗涤自己的罪孽。
可最后还是落到如此下场。
Wait until those people leave.
Xiaoshuxian and Adderley buried the bodies of the priest and Jesse.
The sky started pouring rain at this moment.
Xiaoshuxian looked at the mound in front of her and asked, "Little brother, do you think that God took such a kind person like Father Dad in such a cruel way?"
Adderley looked coldly, "If God were kind, there would not be any bad people in this world. Instead of hoping for others' mercy, it's better to become strong on your own."
Xiaoshuxian didn't respond, but she kept this sentence in her heart.
It's better to be strong than to be pitied by others.
Only the strong can be gods.
Afterwards, Xiaoshuxian joined the dark web with Adderley and became a killer with the code name of "No. 8".
Possibly having killed too many people, Shuxian's compassion dwindled.
The only light left in the entire world was Adderley.
……
At this moment, inside the base.
Shuxian reminisced about everything in the past, still feeling like it was a world away.
她不后悔自己的所做的一切。
不后悔自己杀的。
只是她偶尔会想，如果真的有灵魂，神父爹地一定会生气吧。
淑娴没花太多时间去纠结，她还有太多事情要做。
Two days later.
可能是药物奏效的原因。
Adderley was able to stand up and walk. He walked to the garden of the base with his hands behind his back, and Shuxian followed him.
"Master, your body will get better and better after some time." Shuxian said, with her eyes fixed on Adderley's young body.
adderley笑笑，语气淡然，“八号，我有两个儿子。”
淑娴脸色狠狠一变，“主人……”
adderley扬手打断她的话，指了指自己的脑袋说，“我在这里看到了很多东西。”
"W country, Holy religion, Beastmen... and Lucas and Helianny."
Shuxian was puzzled. She didn't tell Adderley about these things. Could it be from Fu Ningxi?"
但傅宁希戴着项圈一直监控着，并没有说这些话的机会。
是……异能。
淑娴又惊又喜，但更多的是害怕，“主人，我不想让你死。”
Adderley smiled faintly, his indifferent eyes meeting Shuxian's gaze. "Before, I didn't understand why a priest who sells weapons would want to be a priest."
“现在我隐约明白了些。”
“小淑娴。”adderley轻轻喊着，一如几十年前那般。
淑娴眼眶顿时有些发涩，“小哥哥。”
She wanted to jump into Adderley's arms like when she was a child, but she dared not.
At first, Adderley gave her a chance.
If Shuxian wanted an ordinary life and revenge against the priest, Adderley would help her.
可淑娴要是想自己报仇，跟着adderley，就只能叫八号。
舍弃过去。
淑娴选择后者。
adderley长长地叹了一口气，“是我错了，当初不应该给你选择的机会，而是让你去过普通人的生活。”
Shuxian shook her head, "No, it's fine the way it is now."
Adderley reached out to touch Shuxian's forehead.
Meanwhile, in the underground laboratory.
A blue electric current surged into the green petri dish.
Quickly repairing, the wounds on the black dragon's body.
Hèlián Yè suddenly opened his eyes, feeling a bit surprised. What's going on?
He could sense the goodwill of this electric current, but why was this happening?
There was no time to think, Heliannight bodily accommodated the electric current to recover quickly.
In the garden, Adderley said, "I'm the one who caused your paranoid personality and made you hurt so many people."
淑娴拧眉，“你是说林薇薇，你说我伤害她？那么多人，其实单只林薇薇吧。”
adderley没有否认。
淑娴脸色骤变，她猛地推开adderley，低吼道，“为什么，为什么，你到现在还忘不了那个贱人。”
```htmlShe has faint red scales showing on her forehead.
"Back then, for her, you didn't even care about your own life. It was me who sacrificed everything to keep you alive."
"But why do you still love her, why, why."```
“Why can't you love me? What's so bad about me compared to her?”
“Master, look at me, please! Have you forgotten about that wretched woman?”
Shuxian was on the verge of a breakdown, her eyes almost turning blood red.