Closing Thoughts

规划了很多剧情,几次想动笔,还是弃了。
至于原因,好多话想说,但大概都说掉了。我大概是写不了欢脱文了。
400万字了还在扑,在外看来预料之中,身在其中却痛苦无比。
还是会继续尝试的。
我是个内向甚至懦弱的人,不愿意直面现实,直面自己,从小到大都在逃避外面的问题。但恰恰是这种内向,能让我能直面孤单,且愿意在写作上不断尝试下去。
这种试错是不可避免的,直到我找到适合自己的题材和写法。那时候才会爆发,该来的才能来。至于100万字这种执念,该有时自然会有的。
大年初一了该留点祝福,但我的所见仍是黑灰,不期福至,惟愿逝者安息,病者早愈,痛者解脱,执者放下,离者团圆,郁者得疏,痴者梦醒。孤独者能更温柔地对待自己。
That's it.

追到这里的读者,芦苇大大,我很抱歉,让你们失望了。
王小佳,我们下一本再见。
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