第六十四节：灵魂出窍的经历

环顾四周，屋顶的灯光显得格外明亮。
周围七八个穿着绿色手术服的医生，各自忙着各自的事情，我怀揣着无数个未知与好奇，看着从未见过的风景，小心翼翼地爬到手术台上。
The dazzling lights seem to be getting closer to me, giving me a feeling of being swallowed up, which is extremely frightening.
"Take off the patient's clothes."
The female doctor in the operating room said seriously to me.
"What? Why do I have to take off my clothes? Isn't it a surgery? Isn't it just my brain that will be operated on? Why do I need to take off my clothes?"
My inner fear has become impossible to hide, tears are already rolling in my eyes, the temperature in the operating room seems to be only 18 degrees, but it makes me nervous and fearful enough to start sweating.
"Take off your pants too!"
The female doctor stood aside disinfecting some equipment, not even casting a glance at me as she spoke.
The atmosphere was so cold, and at that moment, I desperately wanted to escape the operating room.
I looked around at the doctors, all emitting an air of panic.
"All of them are men, how can I undress, and I have to take off my pants too."
I, who said this sentence, was already so panicked that my voice trembled, and I looked at the only female doctor in the operating room with almost pleading eyes.
"You guys, can't you see the situation? It's not convenient for a little girl to take off her clothes. Go out now and come back later when I call you in."
The female doctor seemed to sense my unease and spoke loudly to the male doctors.
“出去把手术室的门关上。”
女医生继续说着，似乎是出于心理学的潜意识安慰疗法，这样的语气让我心安了很多。
我开始慢动作的脱下病号服，衣服，裤子……
这一刻，我已全裸的躺在手术台上。
"It's so cold."
我紧张到发抖的躺在手术台上，紧紧攥着被子角，无法放松。
"The operating room is quite cold. Cover yourself well with the blanket and take a nap. You'll feel better when you wake up."
The doctor comforted me and started sticking various monitors and wires, resembling a charging robot, on my chest and other areas to monitor my heart.
“这是要干什么呀？”
我满是好奇地问着医生。
“你做手术，需要氧气，给你把氧气罩带上，不然会头晕的。”
医生就在这一刻，将氧气罩套在我的嘴巴以及鼻子上，清晰记得，似乎还配合了一下医生，抬起了头。
“开始吸气，呼气，吸气，呼气……”
然而我的记忆，就在这一刻被停止……
或许从氧气罩中所传输出来的并不是什么氧气，而是能让我进入全麻状态的一种“迷魂药”。
The disappearance of consciousness, the disappearance of pain sensation throughout my body, and forgetfulness. At this moment, they were vividly manifested in me.
I have no idea when the male doctor entered the operating room, when the urinary catheter was inserted into me, or what was done to my head during the operation.
只知道，在我醒来的那一刻，我已躺在一个大厅中，全身无力。
或许也是幸运，让我体会了如此神奇的经历。
似乎这一刻我突然醒来。
It seems that it's not me who is undergoing the surgery.
At this moment, I'm wearing a white dress, which is the whitest white I've ever seen. The dress has no patterns or colors, only a simple design that covers to my ankle.
低头看向自己的脚，没有鞋子，没有袜子，只是一个赤脚的小姑娘，披着一头乌黑的长发，头顶带着一个五颜六色的鲜花编织成的花圈。
这是我的灵魂么？
所谓的灵魂出窍么？
这一刻，我飘荡在空气中，所以的行为，都随着自己的意念而发生着。
飘荡在手术室外一个大厅的天花板附近，俯瞰着躺在病床上的自己。
At this moment, I am no longer myself, it's like watching someone else, someone who has nothing to do with me.
My head is wrapped in thick layers of gauze, "one head with two sizes" can describe the swelling of my head at that time. From the gauze on my head, there is a tube connected, draining out many red liquid similar to blood into a container designed to hold blood.
The head was swollen, so swollen that the eyes had become a mere slit, and the entire face was devoid of any color, as white as a ghost.
Pale!
No exaggeration was necessary to describe my pale complexion, with white patches on both sides of my cheeks, and lips completely devoid of color.
On the hospital bed, I am connected to numerous wires and hoses, including an oxygen tube and a urinary catheter.
But my soul floats above, observing my thin, fragile body lying on the bed, covered in white sheets like a blank canvas.
At this moment, I think my body doesn't know, and my soul is floating above her, looking down on her.
Then, with my own thoughts, my soul wandered around the indoor environment.
Accidentally, I almost collided with two little nurse sisters who were walking towards me with their souls. I dodged randomly but still hit the shoulder of one of the nurse sisters.
因为灵魂飘在空气中，无法很精确的制定自己即将到达的地方，这样的误差导致我的灵魂一个不小心撞到护士小姐姐肩膀上。正在我担心打扰到她时，我发现我居然可以从护士小姐姐的身体上穿梭过去。
"What?
I have become the air?
I can freely shuttle between any object and person in the world?
I began to wander freely, repeatedly verifying whether this behavior truly exists.
```html“Turn around and see what those two nurse sisters are holding. If I'm really a soul, then I must be able to float above their heads and see what they're holding without any blind spots.”```
At the moment I had this idea, my soul had drifted above the two nurse sisters with my thoughts, overlooking the things they were carefully examining in their hands.
A thick and bulky pathology book, seemingly made of iron, which can be flipped through and folded. My name is printed on it, and it clearly records my medication details and related data such as body temperature.
Originally, I was truly a soul at this moment, not dreaming, everything happened so realistically.
"I don't know when this patient will wake up!"
The two nurses whispered.
Until this moment, I realized that my body was in a state of coma, but what was so clear was only my soul. I turned around and floated above my body, looking down on myself whose face was so pale.
But at this moment, my body seems to have no connection with my soul, as if I am watching a stranger lying unconscious on a hospital bed. A pitying glance brushes past, and then my mind drifts away.
Then...
我的灵魂随着自己的意念飘到附近的环境中去，怀揣着好奇与兴奋，心情像极了刚出生的婴儿，对这个人类的世界充满着无限的未知。
“也不知道这个医院的手术室里，整体是个什么样的节奏，还是转一转再离开吧。”
怀揣着这样的想法，灵魂已飘过三个走廊。似乎这里的每一个走廊都差不多的模样，绿色还是蓝色的墙面或是地面，已形容不清晰，只可确定，墙面与地面的颜色都趋于绿色以及蓝色之间，所用的材料并不是乳胶漆，而是一种说不明的材料，墙面或是地面都很圆滑的感觉。
Sure, here's the translation while preserving the original HTML tags:```htmlEvery corridor looks almost like twins, turning many corners, crossing many corridors, passing many operating rooms, each room seems to be like twins, stupidly indistinguishable.```
```htmlHaving seen one's own body after surgery...
Having seen the environment during surgery...
Having seen the personnel in the operating room...
It seems like something is still missing, "What?```
Mom!
Where is my mother!
My soul began to reach the place I wanted to go with my mind. In the next moment, I had arrived in a place I didn't know. Floating in the air, I saw my mother standing at the door of the operating room, being supported by someone and crying nonstop.
Upon lifting my head, I noticed a very bright halo that seemed to be following me above my soul.
To test if this halo was truly following me, I floated my soul forwards, backwards, left, and right, but the halo remained fixed above my head, in a relatively stationary state relative to my soul.
Looking at the halo above the soul, there is an indescribable sense of security.
"Go rest for a while, when Xiao Wen wakes up after surgery, if she sees that you haven't eaten or slept, she will worry about you."
Mom was being comforted by someone nearby, but at that moment, I couldn't recognize anyone other than my mom. I really wanted to give my mom a hug, but I couldn't get closer to her no matter how hard I tried to use my mind. There was always a "safe distance" between me and her that couldn't be crossed.
It seems that my time to leave the mortal world has come, and for some reason, I suddenly found myself in another world.
I am still wearing a pure white dress, a white so pure that I have never seen before, with black and long hair draped over my shoulders. My hair is adorned with different colored flowers and fairy grass woven into a flower crown. Looking down at myself, I am still barefoot without wearing any shoes.
Could it be that because the soul cannot walk on the ground and is always in a floating state, that's why it doesn't need to wear shoes?
With such a doubt, I began to look around at the scenery.
那一刻的自己，已不记得妈妈，不记得任何人，甚至不记得自己到底是谁。
有些兴奋，兴奋一切的风景都从未见过。
```htmlFeeling somewhat panicked, panicked that there's no one around me except myself.
So who am I exactly?
So where am I right now?
In this world, I can actually be very close to the ground, so close that it seems like I've already touched down, but I can still drift with my thoughts.```
抬头看天空，似乎没有天空，只看到一棵很大的树，是我从未见过的品种，周围时不时飞过各种颜色的鸟，这些鸟的颜色如此鲜艳。
蓝色、红色、绿色、紫色等......还有很多我从未见过的颜色。鸟的样子也很特别，特别到所有的都是自己从未见到过的模样。
The bird's singing sounds like a song, and I have never heard such a tone before.
Where exactly am I?
Looking down at the surroundings, there is only a green grassland, mixed with countless varieties of flowers that I have never seen before. The colors of the flowers are so bright. There are no buildings, no humans, no cars. Except for plants and small creatures, there is nothing else.
Where am I right now?
Where should I go at this moment?
What did I come here for?
"Can you hear me talking?”
At this moment, I finally heard the voice of a human speaking. My doctor came to my side, pinching my foot and asking me, "What?".
My eyes slowly opened and I stared at the ceiling and the light, which was very bright and I had no strength to shield myself from it. The surroundings on the ceiling were familiar - were they everything I had seen while drifting through the air just now?
Then I should be lying in the intensive care unit.
Then I should have a very swollen head.
"Can you hear me? If you can, please pinch my finger," the doctor said to me standing by.
Until this moment, I realized that I had come back to life from the unknown world and returned to the human world.
It feels so good.